10th day...

i am tired le...
i am tired of acting strong infront of you.
i am tired of going around and pretend that i do not miss you.
i am tired of your so called friendship where i dont see you wan to be one.

我真的累了。。。

Tell me what do you wan...
If you really wan act as stranger den jiu say bah, i dont wish to see you mian qiang trying to be friends...
Tell me wad do you wan

today is the 9th day le...

Althought it the 9th day but i am still missing you alot alot alot...

today is th 8th day w/o you

i dunno wad to say... Goodbye seem the most cruel thing... i don't wad word to use to describe how much i am missing you. i can't lie to myself and hide my strong feeling for you. I am willing to exchange anything just to have you back in my life.

erm to the tagger peter.

i didn't say she lie to me or wad. but i once believed there something called eternity love... i once believed that we would walk hand in hand together till the end of our life. watching our grandchild grow up or even see our grandchild marry, finally serpreate by the god of death. but aft this so called 'incident' happen. i won't longer believed a word call forver. In drama series you will get to see people be together forever, no matter what even tornado also cannot seperate them. So to me now that a lie, it will never never happen in reality.

it been one week le...

i am still not used to it. i am missing you awfully much.
i noe i took you for granted in the past...
我真的错了。。。

i am waiting silently for your msges...
i am waiting for you...

Days 6 without you...

i have enough le ah... Finally everything came to light to me... All are nothing but lies...

today is the fifth day le. To you maybe it very fast but to me it like taking forver...

don't zai push me away le can? i really enjoy the times we spend tgt last night... Althought, we went abit overtime bah then it very special.This maybe wad people say de, 人要等到失去才会真稀。 i really hope that time could reverse and i shouldn't have throw temper at you.
What can i do to warm your heart once more again.
what can i do to win your heart again.
what can i do to prove that i had changed.
what can i do to make you trust that i will never hurt you again.
what can i do to show you that i am serious about you.
what can i do to show you everything is still the same if you could give me the chance.
what can i do to show you that i can't live my life without you.
what can i do to gain yr love, trust again.
what can i do to show that for you i am willling to give up everything.
what can i do to and we can go back to be4.



I will be here waiting, even you had started with bunny. i think i must have ill treat you alot bah which cause you to dont think abt the past.